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the night before you left
fades away like smoke
you asked if i believed
please i don’t wanna say no
happy birthday
and again i’ve lost my mind
i’m leaving here again
i’m leaving you behind
what was on your mind
in that moment i know i won’t forget?
unanswered prayers screamed inside your head?
the echoes of regret?
i wasn’t ready for this
it’s all i see when i close my eyes
these walls still speak your name to me
i don’t know how to get away
i hate it here without you
the silence leaves me broken
the worst part of all this
was what we left unspoken
if you’d tell me ‘wait for me’
i’d know this isn’t forever
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pt. i // pistachio
03:44
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forgive me, my empty voices – the words i’ll never write
my nervous hands laid to rest where cathedrals pierce the sky
tears fell like rain down the windows of your eyes
in your reflection as we came to say our goodbyes
tear down these pictures
a testament to the years
screaming unheard
upon your indifferent ears
is it lonely out there among the stars? (where you are)
beautiful and distant – it’s how you always are
a broken promise
a regretful night spent on the floor
i’d rather be sleeping because in my dreams you’re still here
holding onto those things you held so dearly
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you are the restless waves
crashing against my walls
and wearing yourself out
forever joined at the shoreline
where mountains grow to the sea
i swear we'll meet again
that's where we'll meet our end
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i'd go anywhere with you
05:48
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i found a letter
i found a letter from you
it cut right through me
like a memory that never dies
do you remember?
we stood and watched the setting sun
i held you close but
the shadows we never could outrun
i’ll scream your name out
a million words won’t change the past
if you could hear me
i guess we could try to make this last
what are we doing?
waiting for something i don’t know
won’t stop you leaving
please take me with you when you go
will you stay here?
even after all I’ve done?
if you still care
i’d go anywhere with you
is this our purpose?
is this the end we’re all looking for?
i’m tired of waiting
in the end we all die alone
i need a way of forgetting you
i still see you in everyone around me’s faces
their voices bring your ghost to life
i still want you, i hope you know i’m sorry but i couldn’t take this
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rebreather
03:55
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you said you wanted out
i should have listened
the crushing weight of doubt
all bridges burn in time
staring through
the window of the room where
your light went out
the curtains blow through empty rooms
i try to breathe
and clear my head
you fell away from me
left an unmade bed
i would’ve waited for you
if only you’d asked me to
it’s only you
to breathe
refuse to feel
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